I'm getting a little annoyed at people telling me I'm depressed. I feel fine, not good or bad. Just because I haven't had time to touch a computer in the last two weeks doesn't make me depressed. I'm trying to graduate with a sighed diploma while having to plan my party by myself because my mom has decided to take a mental vacation. Speaking of my lovley mother, and why I'm staying up late to actually check my online life, she decided to take her ugly-wrinkly-divorce club member leaders advice again about my 'social life'. There was a choir/program thing at the school that her friend was attending. She decided to inquire if I knew about it. Yes I knew about it, like all other school related events I wasn't interested in going. But, ugly-wrinkly-divorce was going because apparently she didn't have anyone else life to make a living hell. Anyway, my mom harped on me for not doing anything with my school and I almost imploded. Why would I want to do anything with those people? Sure, I have a few friends there but the majority (like 97%) have made my life a living hell from day one of kindergarten. I have grown up hearing how tall I am, how fat I am, how awkward I am, how ugly I am, how much I suck at drawing/writing/sports...why would I want to spend my time allowed away from all that with that garbage. I am very involved in my church and I have a lot of friends there. I have awesome online friends! I leave the house, more than wanted, and have a social life. Sorry I'm not more involved with my school, most people that are don't exactly grow up to be the happiest anyway. I'd rather spend my time with the people who will always welcome me in and embrace all of my flaws.